These school thingy made my head popping a question.
What's the use of going to school?
If you're eventually just will take one major and why you MUST study EVERY SINGLE lessons?
Why?
Those who are smart dominate the class. And those who don't are just like me, stay dumb. While watching the smart dudes asking a ridiculous question and nodding as symbol of understanding the lesson.
And here is me. With all the insecurities, the lack of confidence, I have nothing to be proud of.
Yeah. I want to show off, obviously. I want to brag about something I am majoring of. I want to brag to my parents about my good score. I want to do all things that the smarters do.
And right now, I know I'm not supposed to write this blogspot. I know very well. My friends are now conducting the presentation (Which never works on me. This sucks) and I just take a glance at some slide. Because, yea, not interesting af.
I run out of words.
Literally.
I should gain my confidence and I should pay attention to anything that is provided in the whiteboard. Right in front of my face,
O, the dandelions,
Don't you want to know,
Why I myself love to blow 75% of you?
I want to unite with you
So that humans will blow me
And make me faded away slowly
Forgetting about these complicated things
Unmeeting the people I don't want to meet
And forgotten
O, the blown dandelions,
Take me with you
So that I can explore this entire world
Accompanied by the friendly breeze
For the thousand times,
I want to escape from the reality
